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Tribo

    also why the fuck my cent game didn't count
    LUL game coordinator was down now it's literally gone
    RIP -25 mmr

    kuci

      you playing sea? don't worry my game also finished about 20 minute ago and it counted, took some times.

      Tribo

        Eu west. It took 1h for the coordinator to show the match stats.

        kuci

          it takes time to analyze how you participate in 30 scrubs genocide tribo

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            you just entered шашлык-mode spunki
            my former roommate spent 2 semesters in this mode

            (he dropped out and is in army now)

            ywn

              bbq Kreygasm

              salt enjoyer

                Don't let me down.

                Väinämöinen

                  whats happening with EU W servers? gaben

                  Tribo

                    Genocide lul

                    DC.MASON

                      i got shish kebab

                      faw

                        i mean i wouldnt mind going to the army, odnt wanna go to german army tho

                        its pretty bad tho, i missed so many lectures/courses because i cant wake up on time (like, i set an alarm and just turn it off because im so tired and prefer sleeping over everything)

                        road to death

                        faw

                          its actually kinda unreal, i never spent that much time sleeping and once i wake up my head hurts like shit for the rest of the day

                          anyway i still have some good whiskey left so lets finish that up :)

                          faw

                            Tribo

                              141.9 MB of update for ... nothing
                              :thinking:

                              one syllable anglo-saxon

                                i also skipped a lot of classes, mostly lectures, especially during 2nd and 3rd semesters
                                but it was because i would stay up till 3am watching arins stream not because i sleep 10 hours a day shashlik style

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                                  one of the most unpredictable and difficult exams in the entire course is tomorrow and i dont even care FeelsWeirdMan

                                  Tribo

                                    we the same I've got an exam in Statistics and I'VE GOT no clue LUL stupid boring ass course

                                    DC.MASON

                                      this will actually need a solid amount of planning
                                      i need to think of a way to survive next one or two years with lowest chance of commiting suicide

                                      either way i think that it is going to be impossible for me to play dota after holidays

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                                      faw

                                        шашлик стайл что это

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                                          imagine if arin lived in america he could go and shoot up a school in 2 years

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                                            don't you have parents or other relatives to give u a shelter at least?

                                            faw

                                              ye i rly have to stop dota as well, its consuming too much time :)

                                              i guess u could work (in some computer science job) while studying, u & i should be doing that anyway to pay for ur rent

                                              suicide in 2018 FeelsWeirdMan

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                                                studying cs and working in cs is a surefire way to drive urself to suicide

                                                faw

                                                  agreed

                                                  i kinda feel like i want to switch to anything else, but im not sure what and im too scared to tkae a step towards that (would love to do something like medicine, rocket science etc)

                                                  tbh im kinda scared of spending next 40-50 years in front of a screen typing shit

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                                                    u dont have to literally sit all day and type shit
                                                    there are a lot and i mean A LOT of programmers that are like 25-30 and theyre mega normies, travelling around, hitting the gym(our flp teacher lifts some serious weights afaik) etc. because they earn a lot of money

                                                    though im super fine with sitting in front of a computer the whole day thats what ive been doing for the last 10 years

                                                    faw

                                                      i guess, still seems like other studies are more "hands-on" instead of working on a program ResidentSleeper

                                                      kuci

                                                        WAIT I THOUGHT THIS IS SUMMER BREAK FOR EU??? WHY YOU HAD EXAM JUST NOW?

                                                        DC.MASON

                                                          don't you have parents or other relatives to give u a shelter at least?

                                                          my mother saved money for me until my 18s. in a year, this money will run out. i won't get anything else
                                                          i could live at home, sure, but uni is ~200km from here, so that's not an option.

                                                          atm there are two options for me:
                                                          a) go fulltime school without working except summer holidays
                                                          b) go half school, half work so i can be sustainable
                                                          either way i'll have more or less 0 time or energy to put effort into dota.

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                                                          感じない

                                                            0 time or energy to put effort into dota

                                                            and thats bad because?

                                                            faw

                                                              Road to normie

                                                              DC.MASON

                                                                and thats bad because?

                                                                because i absolutely hate programming and putting effort into dota feels at least a bit meaningful

                                                                faw

                                                                  it doesnt feel meaningful, its just easy

                                                                  programming/thinking is hard :)

                                                                  DC.MASON

                                                                    both of those things are easy if you aren't brainlet

                                                                    which i am

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                                                                      u don't seem to be particularly enjoying dota for the last few years are you?
                                                                      having to dedicate most of your time to work + study sounds terrible especially after having so much free time to play but if you find a good balance(i.e not tired & stressed out enough to hate ur life) it's better than having too much free time because you will have no time to worry - i very rarely get depressive when i have a lot of shit on my plate, and on the other hand when i'm free i tend to get sad for no reason a lot

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                                                                        i'd love to talk more about that especially since i have similar concerns(though my situation is probably a lot lighter than yours) but i have an exam in 9 hours and i would like to get a good sleep

                                                                        night

                                                                        DC.MASON

                                                                          good night

                                                                          faw

                                                                            hows programming easy 4Head

                                                                            DC.MASON

                                                                              u don't seem to be particularly enjoying dota for the last few years are you?

                                                                              it has its ups and downs, it gave me some friends, escape from real life and chance to get considerably better than most people at something for once in my life
                                                                              i don't regret time spent there although i would definitely feel better if i had one mmr per hour spent but i can blame only myself for that

                                                                              having to dedicate most of your time to work + study sounds terrible especially after having so much free time to play but if you find a good balance(i.e not tired & stressed out enough to hate ur life) it's better than having too much free time because you will have no time to worry - i very rarely get depressive when i have a lot of shit on my plate, and on the other hand when i'm free i tend to get sad for no reason a lot

                                                                              i suppose i had similar thoughts during exams, i didn't have much time for anything but studying, i didn't really think about dota or anything else at the time but i highly doubt that i'll be able to keep that up for prolonged periods of time
                                                                              especially when i consider my field of study one of the most soulcrushing areas to work at that i can think of

                                                                              maybe i'm just scared to face the reality that i'm never going to become good enough to be in some t3 team and that it should be in my interest to give up and focus on real life

                                                                              except that i hate real life too

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                                                                              ywn

                                                                                JeSuS u guys monkaGIGA

                                                                                DC.MASON

                                                                                  hows programming easy 4Head

                                                                                  half of my classmates definitely make it look like that

                                                                                  faw

                                                                                    they dont (unless ure rly bad at programming), everybdoy struggles with programming imo unless ure some prodigy

                                                                                    i still remember my first assignments when i couldnt find a bug for 2 days and it was just a for loop that went 1 iteration too far etc

                                                                                    DC.MASON

                                                                                      i'm pretty sure you could call me really bad at programming

                                                                                      might be because i'm just an anti-talent, or i don't put enough effort into it (tbh i didn't spend much time doing some practice or anything, i understand the concepts easily but i can't seem to make the step between understanding the basics and then putting them together)

                                                                                      or maybe learning it is more difficult because i don't like doing it, i don't know.

                                                                                      感じない

                                                                                        why did u choose cs if u hate programming

                                                                                        actually i suppose you wouldnt know until u tried

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                                                                                        DC.MASON

                                                                                          actually i suppose you wouldnt know until u tried

                                                                                          pretty much

                                                                                          i didn't have much choice though, i am definitely STEM orientated but i don't think that i'm capable of studying purely math or physics and something like engineering is even less appealing to me

                                                                                          also i liked to solve problems and having a steady income with job in that field was also quite appealing

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                                                                                          Shou

                                                                                            It's probably better than sleeping 5-6 hours

                                                                                            Shou

                                                                                              gg I'm a page behind

                                                                                              感じない

                                                                                                its definitely worse than sleeping 5-6 hours

                                                                                                Shou

                                                                                                  Honestly tho, CS isn't just abt sitting in front of a screen, it has application in pretty much every single industry.

                                                                                                  Shou

                                                                                                    Idek how it's possible to sleep 14 hours like I just won't fall asleep in my bed for that long
                                                                                                    Longest is 12 hours and that I will only do after having low sleep for a week and only for 1 day.
                                                                                                    Honestly, considering Florian's fapping habits I'm not surprised.
                                                                                                    He is a strange boi

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                                                                                                      found this behind a monitor when we helped our faculty move some furniture